Friday, 18 December 2009

Going down

There are a lot of guides to cunnilingus out there on the web, but this is the best one I’ve seen – it had me reaching down into my pants to give myself a good seeing to, that’s for sure. There’s a lot more of it at, but here are the salient points:

Whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet. You can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure, by all means, to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and it's extremely sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and that hurts.
But you don't want to touch her clit anyway. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes aroused, her clit is too delicate to be handled. Approach her pussy slowly.
Women, even more so than men, love to be teased. The inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, make designs on it with the tip of your tongue. Come dangerously close to her pussy, then float away. Make her anticipate it. Now lick the crease where her leg joins her pussy. Nuzzle your face into her bush. Brush your lips over her slit without pressing down on it to further excite her. After you've done this to the point where your lady is bucking up from her seat and she's straining to get more of you closer to her, then put your lips right on top of her slit. Kiss her, gently, then harder. Now use your tongue to separate her pussy lips and when she opens up, run your tongue up and down between the layers of pussy flesh. Gently spread her legs more with your hands. Everything you do with a woman you're about to eat must be done gently. Tongue-fuck her. This feels divine. It also teases the hell out of her because by now she wants some attention given to her clit.

I can’t emphasise enough how important this is. Men very rarely do this, in my experience, and OK, although I will come without being teased in this way first, my orgasm is that much more intense if my clit has been made to wait until I’m begging for it.
Personally, I’d also suggest stroking the backs of her knees, the cleft of her buttocks, her inner thighs and her stomach with the lightest possible touch before going in with your mouth – if she’s anything like me, she’ll be shivering with pleasure at this treatment.

Gently pull the pussy lips away and flick your tongue against the clit. Do this quickly. This should cause her legs to shudder.
(Oh yes!) When you sense she's getting up there toward orgasm, make your lips into an O and take the clit into your mouth. Start to suck gently and watch your lady's face for her reaction. If she can handle it, begin to suck harder. If she digs it, suck even harder. Personally, I’d find this a turn off - tongue only for me. But I’m only one woman. Others might like it or love it.

Go with her. If she lifts her pelvis into the air with the tension of her rising orgasm, move with her, don't fight her. Hang on, and keep your hot mouth on her clit. Don't let go. That's what she'll be saying too: 'Don't stop. Don't ever stop!' …
When she starts to have an orgasm, for heaven's sakes, don't let go of that clit. Hang in there for the duration. When she starts to come down from the first orgasm, press your tongue along the underside of the clit, leaving your lips covering the top. Move your tongue in and out of her pussy. If your fingers are inside, move them a little too, gently though, things are extremely sensitive just now.

Whoever wrote this really knows his (or her) stuff. Speaking from my own experience, the two things men rarely do are 1) tease me enough before going in for the kill, and 2) hang on in there while I’m heaving my cunt up and down. And believe me, there’s nothing so frustrating as being taken to the brink – but not over the edge.

Monday, 14 December 2009


I have only been fisted by 2 people: my husband, G., and me. It was something he’d wanted to do for a long time, and although I was a little nervous, I liked the idea and so one afternoon we went for it, very slowly and using a lot of lubrication (and probably after a bottle of wine or so). And I discovered that I love being fisted.

We don’t do it that often -- like most couples who’ve been living together for a long time, our busy lives and perpetual knackeredness tend to get in the way of sex, so every time it goes the same way: first 2 fingers, then 3, then 4 and finally, slowly and agonisingly, the thumb goes in and he’s pushing up into me, and my cunt is stretching round his knuckles, until now his whole fist is in me and my tormented muscles can finally relax around his wrist. I usually have to get him to stay still like that for a good couple of minutes, to give me time to get used to that incredible fullness that’s on the verge of being unbearable, then slowly he starts pushing in and out, a little at a time, while I play with my clit and beg him to go harder and harder, and I come, wave upon wave of overwhelming sensation, and the whole world is reduced to his fist pounding into my depths, until I collapse in a quivering heap, totally spent.

It’s only after he’s fisted me that I can take - and indeed demand - the entire length of his rather large cock within me as he takes me from behind. With my head down and my arse in the air, as if I were praying to Mecca, he rams it home, fast and furious, until he comes, and I can feel his cock throbbing within me, as it pumps out every last drop of semen.

In comparison, self fisting is a bit of a letdown. I do get off on the idea of doing something like that myself - it makes me feel good and dirty. But there is no denying that I'm physically unable to get my fist deep enough or thrust it fast enough (nor is it really big enough) to give myself such a huge orgasm as G can.

What I would really like would be to fist (and be fisted by) another woman. In fact making love to another woman, which regrettably I have never done, is my overriding sexual ambition. Who knows if I will ever get to carry it out.

Wednesday, 9 December 2009

Telling my husband

I decided to tell my husband about the blog. I never had any doubts about his reaction: I knew it would turn him on as much as it does me. He already had a massive erection before he’d even finished reading the first entry.

“So now you need to give me a show,” he said. What’s more, he told me exactly how we wanted me to do it: on my hands and knees, with my arse in the air towards him. Now this is not a position I would ever take up by choice when self-pleasuring, as it’s all about (someone else’s) visuals, and although I do occasionally watch myself in a mirror when I’m wanking, making a show of it is not my primary concern.
But still, this was a performance, so what he wanted was what he got. First, I slowly rubbed some hand cream over my breasts, lingering over my nipples. Then I spread some more cream over my vag, before moving into position, on one hand and knees, arse up, with old faithful slipping in and out of my cunny as I looked through my legs to watch his expression. Then I turned over on my back with my knees bent and legs spread wide, so I could play with my clit as I plunged my vibrator in and out in front of his face. After I came, he rammed his dick – by this time dripping with its own lube – hard up me and thrust into me at full speed, until he too came, slamming his cum down into my depths.

Friday, 4 December 2009

My favourite toy

My favourite toy is an inflatable butt plug. I’m not much of a one for anal stimulation, and in fact I use my plug in my cunt, not my rectum. I inflate it slowly, one pump at a time, as I play with my clit, then when it’s as full as it gets and I’m on the verge of coming, I let all the air out and start again. I stop touching my clit for a while, to hold off my orgasm for as long as I can, and tease myself by licking my finger and running it very quickly over my clit so it jumps to attention. I keep this up for as long as I can resist, but that’s not usually long – 3 or 4 full inflations and a few minutes is all I manage before the urge to come drives out everything else.

Wednesday, 2 December 2009

Letting my finger do the talking

My basic wanking technique is very simple: middle finger only, right hand, anti-clockwise circular motion on my clit (so that my clit moves with my finger, rather than my finger over my clit).

Of course, I do have variations on the theme, but that’s my standard modus operandi.

Tuesday, 1 December 2009

I see I have a follower

How exciting! I shall think of you as I write, getting off (I hope) on reading about what I like doing to myself. Feel free to comment - I'll be interested to read them.

Dreaming of Adam Ant

I dreamt of Adam Ant the other night. I find it strange that I never fancied him as a teenager, even though the Ants were my favourite band. Inexplicably, and with a fine ignorance of sexual persuasion, I was mad about Jon Moss, drummer with Culture Club and Boy George's lover at that time. Not of course that there is any reason why a straight girl can’t fancy a gay man, although it does make the chance of scoring even less likely than with your average schoolgirl/pop star crush.

I recently read Adam's autobiography and have been re-listening to his early albums, which may explain why he has been on my mind. I also watched Jubilee, a dreadful film but one which showcases Adam’s beauty to perfection. I have to condemn my teenage self for a lamentable missed opportunity: he really was gorgeous and I never once wanked off while thinking about him.

Anyway. In the way of dreams, it started in the middle. We had done the polite conversation bit and were already taking our clothes off, very neatly and sedately (and not even each other's clothes). I was admiring his wonderfully trim body and looking forward to getting my hands all over it. I think in my dream he was his real age but still with the body and looks of his 25-year-old self. He wasn’t wearing any make-up. He looked mouth-wateringly wonderful.
I’d just run a bath and was leading him to it, when suddenly I looked down and realised that I had the most enormous bush - masses of grey pubes, 6 inches long, sprouting out all over the place. I was just thinking that it might be a good idea to give them a trim, when he spotted them (it would have been hard not to).

And that was the end of any chance I had of shagging Adam Ant, even in my dreams.

Sunday, 29 November 2009

Last night I fancied a little wank...

Last night I fancied a little wank before I went to sleep. I had intended to use my key ring vibrator, a nifty little tool that is discreet, slips easily into the vag, is ideal for non-demanding self abuse but powerful enough to provide a satisfactory climax. I was planning on going to sleep with it inside me, easily done as its chain prevents any chance of it disappearing into the depths. But woe is me! Its battery was flat and I didn't have any others of the right size. I had to break out old faithful, a bog standard cream-coloured 6 inch ribbed job which is probably remarkably similar to most women's first encounter with any vibrator. (It certainly was mine - my first-ever vibrator was a smaller version of the same model, given to me as a joke on my 17th birthday. Joke it may have been, but it certainly saw intensive use.)

As I really wanted a sleepy kind of climax, I lay down on my side with old faithful between my legs, gently moving it up and down my flaps and occasionally plunging it down into my cunny. Of course, then I got more into it, turned onto my back and let my fingers do the talking. I thought briefly about popping a finger up my arse, but decided against it - it usually wakes me up too much to let me sleep for a couple of hours afterwards. So old faithful stayed in the place it knows best, pumping rhythmically in and out of my cunny, until my finger on my clit brought me to a climax.

Friday, 27 November 2009

I'm a wanker

I suppose that makes me sound like a man, but I don't see why I should be prevented from using a perfectly acceptable 4-letter word just because I haven't got the right bits!

I have always loved playing with myself. I can remember being aged about 8, and giving my vag an exploratory squeeze every now and then, just for that curious jolt of pleasure which came every time I touched a certain part: only from the outside, at that time - I don't think my finger ever ventured inside.

I was 13 when I had my first orgasm. I was rubbing myself through my nightie, when suddenly that pleasant tingling sensation became more and more intense and my finger moved ever faster until - well, until I came. It's a long time ago now, and I can't honestly remember if I was surprised or if I already knew about orgasms in theory. Anyway after that there was no stopping me, though I think it was still a while before I actually delved inside my nightie to the damp treasures within.

My hormones really started kicking when I was 14. It's normally teenage boys who are considered to be perpetually horny, but I had a permanent itch. I wanked in the school toilets, in the living room before my parents came home, and over and over again in my bedroom - no matter how often I did it, I always craved more. Of course, what I really needed was a good hard fuck, but I was still a virgin and had never tried shoving a finger up my vag - although I was in direct touch with my clitoris by then.